rage, anger, fears, insecurity...change is inevitable
Thursday, 3 April 2008, 10:06 pm
so many things to talk about. Firstly, i'm super convicted of the biggest thing that i've done. Now the beans will be spilled!!!!
I hate pple who talk behind my back. I fear pple who talk behind my back. i'd rather you tell it in my face, but i fear that too. but it's better than talking behind my back.But well i don't dare tell things to pple infrot of them with fear of offending them thus, i'll talk behind their back. NOT GOSSIPING but sharing with pple that i trust.( not many. can count with one hand = less than 5)
so i'm evil and bad. forgive me. but i don't know. I fear pple, i fear meeting pple. I get angry to get what i want things done! so well. it's gonna stop now. the process of being a better person. RMB... i talked about 08 as a year of love, it's gonna be the year of growth too. only when i'm able to know my mistakes, admit it and change it will i grow. so beware! i'm gonna be a threat to the world!.
As you can guess, i'm digressing
so let's make this a reflecting and happy post.
Ling came to my house. did TWO chem question for about and hour or so and i cooked!
had a good time talking and finally being able to share things with someone. fine currently as i look upon my self, i can only share with one person(human being). THIS IS TERRIBLE! i'll start from now and do my best to be a friendly person and change for the better.
So well let's totally digress from this topic.
MY SONG!
i'm rewriting most of the lyrics as new melodies just flowed into it. now the chorus has lengthened by 2 times! new bridge and new pre chorus. the stupid verse+prechorus is now gone! but i need help with words! need to fit in the words. so thomas, hear me calling? i'm calling!
i give up. seriously, what ever i've typed is like lame. so yah hope you've enjoyed my pathetic life! lol!!!
LOVE! WHERE'S YOUR FLAME??????????
envolution