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Gabriel.
September 11
W466 | City Harvest
Pioneer Junior College | 08S32

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Thursday, 17 April 2008, 9:09 pm

so i was reading someones blog. and i don't know why but i'll feel affected and always think people are talking about me. maybe i shouldn't be so self-conscious. but anyway it weird and difficult to understand human beings. so anw, i will like to pour my heart out here hais but i'm afraid. well boring me.
it really no one seems to understand me. i imply and do my best to hint but no one gets me. it seems like the way i say things aren't enough. i really feel like a wretched soul wandering around. hais. now that there's 7th and this girl and all this emotions, my studies, me health in every aspect (and i'm sure no one understands this part), and my unwillingness to get out of my comfort zone. it's difficult, a constant struggle.
i had wanted to post about the obsessions in my life and the current active ones are annabel and cheena-pok. but aside from this i really feel empty.
so when i see 7th in school everyday, i don't feel satisfied.
how?
so anw, i watched online service today and well was reminded about the message and well prayer works. you know what? even if i don't please the world i just need to please my greatest love.
though i'm sad like i don't know who my roommate is for taiwan, it's ok. at most some weird person that i'll build a relationship with. hais if only i can have a sibling.
so welll cheena-pok is like a substitute to fulfil a certain desire that if you know me well enough you'll understand. the globe is oval. i need help
well this is some random post. good night
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