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Gabriel.
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W466 | City Harvest
Pioneer Junior College | 08S32

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Wednesday, 1 October 2008, 12:21 am

I'm going berserk ! I'm really frustrated and i don't know what to do. I'm falling way to deep already. Miriam Webster's songs are just helping me to reduce the speed. Praying is really going no where and I'm falling deeper in to blindness and i don't want to care. The feeling of pain and anguish and lust all mixed together. HELP! I'm very irritated now. I really can't see an end to this long and winding tunnel of hopelessness. But when i am experiencing this problem it's really good. but knowing that it's wrong and trying to do the right thing is causing such pain. But i can't lie to myself and continue doing the wrong thing! anw these are the songs that have been keeping me

Dedication
Miriam Webster

I will go anywhere I know
You go before me
Jesus I have made the choice
I will live to know your voice
and follow you
Any burden I've held dear
I come and lay it at your feet and trust in you
for this life is not my on
and i dedicate my all to follow you

I will give everything O lord
To have your presence
Jesus You have paid the price
Now I'm loving not my life, loving you
Any treasure in your place
You have given me the grace to let it go
For this life is not my own
And i dedicate my all to follow you

All You Are

Here i am again
hungry after you my lord
here i wait on you
longing for your touch right here, right now
you are my song ,my joy
I'll bring this offering of all that i am

all you are is wonderful
all you are is beautiful
here i worship at Your feet my Lord
And lavish You with praise

Jesus You are mine
tenderness Your eyes
love captured me
i am overwhelmed that You've forgiven me
You said "go and be clean"
Now You are me song, my joy
And I'll bring this offering of all that i am

All You are is wonderful
All You are is beautiful
Here i worship at Your feet my Lord
And lavish You with praise

All You are is all I need
Your forgiveness I receive
You have washed me clean with Your own blood
And now I'm Yours
completely Yours
and all my praise is Yours
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