shallow.
Monday, 13 October 2008, 9:22 pm
OK! I'm blogging in less than an hour after my last post. Reason being, i think i have horrible English when i write my blog. It ain't poetic enough, it ain't interesting enough, too long, no paragraphing, lousy punctuation, too much circling and not going right into the point. OK I'm so frustrated cos when i see other people's blogs, I'm jealous cos i can't write good stuff. I know, I'm not a writer, i just can't write that much crap, only when I'm in crap then can i write crap. Guess my creativity needs some workout! just like my fat bottoms. The fats accumulated on my butts, thighs, and stomach can feed at least 5 hungry African kids for a year! dang! why am i wasting my life? I need to do better! i need to work harder! I need to be a person who 20 years down the road turn back and say, thank GOD i worked my butt off to get to a place where I'M not struggling anymore. I need to pray more, read more, interact more, step out more, be more active as a whole, more intellectual so RAFFLES people don't scare me. Be a person that shines! Who cares where i come from eh? Pioneer JC's good enough to become who i can be! City Harvest is where i can see my dreams take root! Who cares what you think about my church eh? I thank God for it and sadly i don't worship my pastor or his wife. Ok it seems far but i read this in a forum claiming how churches like mine worship our pastors and not actually GOD. This is such a stupid mindset. Get ahead with times. The methods change but the message is forever sacred and divine!
I admit I'm a jealous person. I get jealous easily. I know I've not let my true feelings show. It's my fault. Now life moves ahead. Full of regrets, yet full of hope. For a better future!
I don't care who you are, but if you're interested in making the world a better place, let's focus on the right things not on trivial matters that's so foolish, kids don't play it anymore.
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