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Gabriel.
September 11
W466 | City Harvest
Pioneer Junior College | 08S32

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i'm down

Wednesday, 10 December 2008, 12:27 am

i don't know. Things that come to my mind now. Am i willing to pay the price? truthfully, I don't know. The cause is great, the cost is greater. Yes we've cried for change, for a revival, for growth, but truthfully the price for it is great. To take up the cross sounds nice and glorious and nice but it's not going to be easy. I don't know. i feel like giving it all up. But is it worth it? no. but to carry on would mean i have to be moulded. and to be moulded isn't going to be easy. I don't know. I really don't.

I miss Jo. seriously I just can't stop thinking about him. this is worse. Man i can't believe i have to struggle once again. on top of the many struggles that i'm facing now. i miss him.

i think i'm gg crazy. i find it hard to control my emotions. It just swings like a swing from pole to pole.and suddenly it came upon me. I've got to lean more on HIM!

the sacrifice of praise. I finally understand why.
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