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September 11
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inclination
Firstly. To this fine lady who actually realises something different in me. Not in a very positive way but she's quite right in saying things hasn't been so smooth sailing for me. Her thoughts have heighten a certain sense in me and thus I'm more inclined now towards her. Let's just say for now that this is just an emotional feeling. But I'm still quite amazed at how intuitive a women's sixth sense can be! Awesome!
Secondly, i would like to apologise for being so mean to China's friend. If you know who. I guess I've been ultra mean to him in my thought realm and when i read his blog i realised my stupidity in dishing out passing comments that have been detrimental and almost emotional murder. I ask for forgiveness. I see a very interesting side of a person vastly different from the facade i get to see in school. I'm shock at this revelation. I pray he'll be able to find a home loving enough. A church i should say. He's rich btw. I think.And so are his friends. And he did rather well relative to my O's and PSLE. Ok i shan't compare.
I'm amazed at what SAM said on his blog. I guess every time i said i made a stupid mistake in trying to sow into a person's life who's almost uninterested in building a relationship with me is quite an assumption. Maybe he does care just that he doesn't show it very vividly. To Sam: I believe that there's an inner potential in you to be a greater person.
I suddenly feel extremely distant from my spiritual roots. I've been lagging behind in my goals for this year and I've been rather complacent and have in inability to say NO in engaging PM. This has proved to be a large blow to me since I'm seriously trying to stem my addiction problem. Guess alcoholics are able to get out of it much easily. They just suffer withdrawal sickness. I guess I'll suffer a constriction in my growth. Ignorance is strength. Seriously, had i not discover such an evil plot, i would not be suffering for YEARS. Had i been ignorant, the strength i could have gotten from NOT engaging it is going to be way easier. However, they say KNOWLEDGE IS POWER. Now that i know that it's wrong, i should stand up and say no to it. Which is something very hard as it tests my level of discipline. I have to stem this problem at the root. I have to come clean to someone to be accountable. I know there's more to life than struggle. And i know there's more to life than problems and circumstances!